I miss my home

Second year of living here. Nothing much change with life. Work is busy as usual. Hopefully this two year grow me to become a better person. To be honest, I miss my home too much. I want to go back. To go back to Malaysia. After a while live here, I realized that Malaysia is so special. Home sweet home. Spending time with family, hanging out with friends, eat the best food in the world (seriously, our food is the best, nothing near it), feeling the heat of the sun and thousands more.

But this is something I need to resist. I need to be patient. To be hardworking. To gain as much experience as I can. To be a sponge. This is once in a lifetime chance. Of course it's hard but this is what I want. I had another road. Easier path. Live in Malaysia. Well not in the peninsula but still the flight back home will not cost you 900 quids. Not a bad salary. But I never regret it. Choosing interest instead of easy. For me interest is more important. I don't want if I choose easy, after some years along the road, I will look back to the road not taken. I want to be fun while working. I want to enjoy myself. It's already two years but the spark is still there. Sometime I face some obsticle but hey, that is life all about. It will never be easy.

To the reader out there, my advice is to go for what you want instead of something easy. I'm not forcing you. Just asking for you to think before you choose your path. It will be worth it. Believe me!

But still I miss my home!

Telan, telan...jgn xtelan

eh, kencingkucing updet blog..blog aku da lame xupdet...bersawang? xla..da mcm hutan tropika da terbiar...sahur kul 330am kat UK...subuh kul 4pg lpas 2 bleh tido...kul 8 bgn cuci muke trus pegi ofis...tp aku xtido lg...tgh tggu perut nk berak...kang dibuatnye tido smpi kul 8 da xsempat berak kat umah....berak kat ofis? xbest sbb kene lap bontot ngan tisu..derang xpkai air...xpon kene bwk botol..segan plak bawak botol bulan pose ni...kang org pandang pelik


eh...haa ni nk ckp...org msia zaman skang ni aku tgk ske telan jek ape yg org bgtau b4 check dl...men accept jek bulat2...ntah btul ntah tidak...ape mls sgt nk cek..internet ade, tepon ade, buku byk nk refer, org berilmu nk tnye sume....cek la dl oi..pemalas taik idung masin...masalahnye kan yg bese men telan tanpa usul periksa ni MELAYU...haa..MELAYU yang semakin MELAYU....Yes En. Ibrahim Ali...MELAYU....kenape dan mengape jadik begitu..haa ini yang kite xtau...mungkin sejarah yang menjadikan kite cmtu? or mungkinkah adat? or maybe mmg melayu ni mudah percaye? sedarlah weh!

alamak...da nk berak da...kene taip laju2 kate2 penutup...di kesempatan ini saye ingin berpesan supaye warga melayu seantero tanah melayu supaye sentiasa beringat dan sentiasalah cek dl ape yg org bgtau kite sebelum kite percaye mende tu...jangan trus diterima pakai dan membuatkan kite semakin layu, semakin malap di mate dunie ni...Assalamualaikum!

Open Relationship

haa..ni nk tnye skit sape2 yg letak "In and open relationship" kat facebook 2...paham x mksd die men letak2 cm2? berdasarkan beberapa kamus and dictionary, open relationship ni bermaksud seseorang yang sudah mempunyai pasangan/isteri tp still bleh mempunyai pasangan lain dr segi percintaan atau seksual...in a simple word, kalau laki yg letak cm2, u r totally a bastard and kalu pompuan, u r totally a bitch...


open relationship bkn bermaksud anda blum lg mempunyai pasangan/isteri dan tidak beminat untuk mencari pasangan atau bkn juge bermaksud anda sedang mencari pasangan dan open kepada any relationship...ade paham pembace2 sekalian?

so kalau anda sebenarnye bkn nk bermaksud I'm a bastard/bitch, sile la tukar kepade status yg lbey patut seperti "single" or "it's complicated"...untuk maklumat lbey lanjut, anda bleh rujuk di wikipedia yer

Mengeluh

Skang ni idup kat Msia makin lame makin susah...harge barang byk naek..petrol la, gula la...pas2 de gak terbace psal subsidi diesel for company pengangkutan bakal kene cut gak...so there is a bit more hike dlm barang2 lg la nanti...so ak slalu la dgr mmbe2 mengeluh sbb duit xckop sume...yes, i know it's hard...tapi ape gune kalau kite menghina atau mencerca pemimpin2 yang kite xske 2...it's just akan tambah dose kite jek...


instead of cerca derang, kite kene lbeykan usaha kite...baek kite wat kerje sambilan tambah duit, xpon kerje sungguh2 bagi nek pangkat cepat2...xpon kalu da wat mcm2 bisnes, part time and still xckop lg duit 2, bwk2 bersabar..byk2 doa kat tuhan bg murahkan rezeki...jgn putus harapan pas2 xnk usaha da...

Nasihat ni utk sume org termasuk la diri aku sndri..semoge kite berusaha and dapat bersabar dgn ape2 pon ujian yg dtg melanda kite.


"Mereka itu akan beroleh pahala dua kali disebabkan kesabaran mereka; dan juga kerana mereka menolak kejahatan dengan kebaikan, dan mereka menderma dari apa yang Kami kurniakan kepada mereka" (Al-Qasas ayat 54)

"Dialah yang menjadikan bumi bagi kamu; mudah digunakan, maka berjalanlah di merata-rata ceruk rantaunya, serta makanlah dari rezeki yang dikurniakan Allah dan (ingatlah), kepada Allah jualah (tempat kembali kamu sesudah) dibangkitkan hidup semula (maka hargailah nikmatNya dan takutilah kemurkaanNya)" (Al-Mulk ayat 15)



Wiken

Wiken neh duk umah jek sbb sabtu kene keje..yes, kene keje...actly bkn keje aku tp sapot org laen punye keje sbb derang ade too many work to do..the other thing is because I'm still single and I can work more and more..bleh bodek boss nk mintak cuti 2 minggu ujung bulan 4...i'm getting push into work more and more..i got a project that i need to do for about 6months using matlab...mamai, mabuk matlab la aku pasni...emm..still got 5 minutes more to kejut yg queen yg k**t t**o, baek hati, penyayang...hehehe...jgn mrh ye cik queen..lpas ckp ngan my queen bleh ckp ngan my two little cute, adorable, naughty, superactive, nephew and niece adam harris and hannah nadia..1minutes more..gtg..adios

Prohomesicktivity

one thing about weather in UK, when it is nice, warm day with sunshine and clear blue sky for the whole day, it will be freaking cold at night. It's like living in the desert but it's not that hot. Suam2 kuku ajer. Miss the sunshine already...miss my country...negaraku~~

one of the farmer said, sorry chaps, you will never see a constant sunshine till April. Bloody hell! Lame lg 2. Gloomy weather all day long for another one month. It affect the mentality and productivity and prohomesicktivity.

Oh Malaysia tanahairku~







Texting

texting? hate it! dl zaman skola and zaman uni ske gile men msg...mcm xleh pisah da ngan phone...time klas pon nk men msg..skang ni da rase mls gile nk text someone using phone..lg2 tambah pulak keypad nset da mcm celake...kdg2 kene tekan due kali br kuar huruf xpon tekan skali kuar due huruf skali..cacat da agaknye...xpe2 tepon...maintain skit lg...janji bleh call ckop...

kalu dl text xyah tgk phone pon...skang ni merangkak2 nk text...kdg2 da text separuh jln trus giv up and stret call...mls2 mls2 mls2...pas2 dl ske btul text mase drive...bahaye kot..tp da text pon xyah tgk screen...mmg kurang sedar la bahaye die 2...sindrom makin meningkat usie maybe? da tua sgt ke aku -_-"

btw this is some interesting fact about texting



Project 53 - Jan 17 - Macro

B&W macro of a keychain from Tower of London. Dark room effect yg xbrape mahir lg


W4 - Macro Arsenal Keychain

Project 53 - Jan 3 - Cold

A cup of blue ice. Lighting effect using a RM5 torchlight


W2 - Cold Blue Ice Cold

Project 53 - Jan 10 - Breakfast

Big famous English breakfast cooked by me. Baru rase berjiwe Eropah camni :P


W3 - Breakfast English Breakfast

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